Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Never Enough Time

OK the kiddo needs to find time to do homework I have no idea how to fit more hours into her day. She is five years old and has an appointment everyday of the week. Next month we do her labs again, I have a feeling that I am tired of the labs because part of me would be doubting my decision to put her on the supplements in the first place. This is a strange place for me to be.

I would be tired from the constant working around everything but she is flourishing in her environment. There are days when I feel extremely irritable because instead of spending time with her work has come in that has to be done. She adores kid's shows and doing learning activities on her own so that is one plus that makes me feel the tiniest bit less guilty.

The goal was to stay home with her and I have done that but I have not done it the way that I intended. Instead of work from home so when I'm home I'm not always home. I can hear her giving herself therapy as I pound away on my keyboard to earn a living most days. I have managed to take extended periods of time off from private clients in the past but now it is not possible. I have one steady client at the moment but it's starting to resemble one that I left when I first started. I worked for her for a few months but soon the fact that she sent work at all hours of the day and work that was due the day after I was supposed to have an entire day off began to irritate me.

To me the day off means that you do not even send me things to look at. OK so I'm a bit picky in that regard but I can not help it when I tell you it's time for my kids it's time for my kids. I'm thinking of another blog but that might not be such a good idea. . I would start a website but the time to build it and keep it updated would be something that I can not figure out.

OK there is a need to come up with the filing fee for the divorce and figure out how to fit more hours into the day once again as a single mother.

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